Gypsy in London

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 14:08:41 GMT

Friends, FamilY, FellOw burN outs...

HeLLo, i seem to needed to updaTE MY lj.

so yah latyly has been dizzy piece of confusion. ive been lossin my old friends and geting new ones. ive decied i only have one life ad what ever i do between then is my fault. i beacme the kid that ever one knows. black ppl call me ever night looking to score.(i really dont no how that happend)

Every Thing needs to stop for A SECOND.

IVE BEENSCARED ABOUT EVEYONE I MEET NOW. I DONT NO WHO OR WHAT I TURNED INTO.

the girl i thought i liked for a while is now banging the guy i brouhgt with me to her house.

hardcore music seems to disturb me now. now irts mellow shit ..whtas wrong with me

I really ffreaked about spring break.

people are reading this saying to them selevs why in the hell is he complanning so much. YOU WANNA NO WHY,...i dont no why.

my dad asked me if i want to move in with him..i hate the man but right now it sounds like a good guy.

bye

control freak

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 02:52:27 GMT

Well howdy ho folks, this weeknd was fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday skipped lax and went out with the big A man yes very fun we did some harold..kinda scary

Sturday.. it froze.. eveywhere didnt go anywere poopi like this one alot!this one is also rad!

The big Sunday yes yes VERY VERY FUN INDEED!!

son i wake up and i called a to the dam and he picks my white ass up. we drive around and end up pickingf up BR!T!!!

so we went to her house and stayed there for like 10 mintues also fun, then we left and drove around aah so boring but it was fun i was spaced out like shit.

later we went to moes and i ate a tiny piece of a quesadilla. i wasnt very hungry.after we drove around AND ended up at the mall. walked arounbd there i got A smiths patch yah.. then br!t came back to my house for a littel while. hahaha

so yah that was my amazing weeknd.

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ViVos O Muertos

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 04:06:44 GMT

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Well hi there, its seems liek just yesterdAY i was running through your house naked.

so LATLEY ive been haning wiht the hoem digaddog A to the dam. haha. we are fucked up.

kristine is haed to get over. ill try to beacsue we wont get back together for a WHILE...2 to 3 mounths

so untill then i like ...Long walks on the sunset. Candel light dinner under the stars. Cheap sex and cottonCanDy. Strolls through the park. A heftey game of Baseball with the kids. Milkshakes and Balck folk. Hula dancing to Usher.

yah.....im bored as fuck . so me and MOrDECHAI are going on a pick.nick.

Well kidos im outie.

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 04:43:14 GMT

hello....how have you been? ive been tripped. yes tripped everything has been happing really FAST and its kinda freaking me out.

KRISTINE AND ME ARE FINSHED, long story short she dumped me.

ive been haging with adam and brain alot. we started up a band yes i sing and so deos adam. brian guitar zac bass...some kid named andrew drums.

ao today i get a call in school...its the masqared they ask me and my band to play at battel of the band..of cousre since we just stared and have 1 song i said no.

im alot closer to my mom now which is really good..

her name is lynn

i look like a fag when i sag in chick pants,

tomorw is adams 18 birthday i feel liek coming out of a cake and dancing naked. i will try

well tahts it have a great day

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 03:29:35 GMT

well hello! well today turned out to be just like everyother day. the fag seniors mad fun of my pants. i meet a girl with cnacer and i failed my math test.

yepp so kristine is a little haper now thats really good for her. her friend for TN is moving to alphaertta. yah i guess.

im watching made and thsi fat thespian kid wants to wrestle. i think this is funny. its like me playing foot ball it will never happen.

in other news i sold some more oxy today. i think im going to stop i feel bad. i suck

eww look at my toliet...

Damn school..

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 16:53:11 GMT

So, im at school right now pretty much blows a rats a ss. so latley i havent updated. sorry if you relly read this.

so yea KRISTINE is having MAJOR problems and i cant help her. i m really said about this cause im scared she guna do somthing realy really bad. her moms an ass.

SUNDAY im going to evergreen terrace with brain and adam and his girlfriend. that will be fun.

yesterday i sold some oxycod to them . i made 10 dolars. alo i sold a piece to some wigger kid. ahha

well thats it ill put some new piucs up later when i get home

Thu, 06 Jan 2005 02:00:46 GMT

soo im bored here some new pics of me ..just thouhgt u should see them..that s it good dAY

NEW HAIR

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 03:16:08 GMT

my new hair...

SO I AHVE DIFFERN T HAIR NOW...beforethis ppl did my hairthey also walked in on me when i was washing the stuff out..yes yes..AND ONE MORE FOR THE ROAD.........

Mon, 03 Jan 2005 04:07:21 GMT

wow so Ive fucked up ALOT of things. iv e learned that i am an asshole to ppl. i really am mad at my self right now.

so ive mostly runnied things with kristine, we took a break but in her lj it says were prouble wont get back togeter. i really like her alot and i really hate what i put her through. im a jerk boyfriend. i hate it ive hyrt her so much.shes the first person i ve eveyLOVED. its hard to thikwhat would happen when i lose her COMPLETELY.

things i have to do to fix things

1. find otu if i really having felling s for chelseA

2. fix the problems i made with kristine.

3. change who I AM....

ive complted number one. i went to the mall with her and it was fun but i wasnt kristine I relized i dont feel anything for her....

.i feel like an asshole to everyone im sorry if ive runied anything..

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 02:24:37 GMT

look how skinny i am.

so yes happy news years. sorry i havent updated in like forever.poo. not that anyone actually reads this.

so yah on the 30th i went to venice beach with my dad.it was fun i skated and bough a MAN BAG...why cant we have this is ga?they were in seuige water.the skate park.man bag.

okay get this i wrote my name next to this playground i use to go to next to venice when i lived there when i was 4 and i wrote my name in the cement and its still threre.i use to be called nicky and thats a 4 not a 9.

so the next day i leave to go home...i wish i was pretty...

so on new years i gashed a kids eye wops..

so yes that was my 3 days

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 05:50:31 GMT

im cool as hell driving a golf cart wiht soem random huy named zolton

haha so today i went to universal studios again. haha but today it was really fun. i hung out with this guy named zolton^. hes so cool were going to go to a strip club togerther. ye syes

haha anyways i went to this set of this movie call WAR OF THE WORLDS its going to be the next be ass movie by spelberg. haha an i saw it first bitches...pics of me..yes yes thtas it.anyways it foled today in ca. it was raining really hard..htis is what it looked like..

sucks but hay i can fly..

haha anyways i drove today to it was fun in the rain cause i like surved into things like sighns...haha i liek thta one....i ahve no friends..

so that was my dad.....also kristine hates me.....cause im friedns with Big C. poopsex

<3 <3 <3 ,3

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 07:23:49 GMT

so i wake up today becasue i friend austiin calls me. i rowl over and answer and hes like "hey nick i quit skating again.Man im in the hospital from reaking my arm on a 3 step" i strtaed cracking up cause he use to be way good then he turned prep and now he cant evern ollie a dman three. ahaah.

so anyways i wake uop and since my dad was in the shower i went to the front door and peed on a bush.ahha

we went out to breakfest a ltlle latter and while i was sting down eating this balck man coems by me and says GOD DAMN IM ALL WET AGAIN. hahahaha

so i come home and sit around all day. lots of fun.

i skated up to the market to get food this is it- yes after i came home

my dad was like lets gets soem weniers i was liek ok. so we got weniers-

these were my feet-

ahah so yah thta was my day. alson i meet a new freind. her names chelsea shes cool. kristien dosent like her but shes still my friedn.

krsitine im sorry that you think we are strating to drift.....

have a nice day,

<3 nick

Take in the Pain

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 01:12:30 GMT

at last its crashed....

hello, well today i woke up. and sat around........

then i went to see meet the fockers.it was pretty funny. i went to tower records across the street after and tryed to buy subsevens ep. but no they diditn have it in stock so i ahve to call and order it BLAH.then went back home.

i miss my kristine....sad

that was my dad how was yours?

In Land Down Under

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 03:05:41 GMT

Traveling in a fried-out combie
On a hippie trail, head full of zombie
I met a strange lady, she made me nervous
She took me in and gave me breakfast
And she said,

"Do you come from a land down under?
Where women glow and men plunder?
Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?
You better run, you better take cover."

Buying bread from a man in Brussels
He was six foot four and full of muscles
I said, "Do you speak-a my language?"
He just smiled and gave me a vegemite sandwich
And he said,

"I come from a land down under
Where beer does flow and men chunder
Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?
You better run, you better take cover."

Lying in a den in Bombay
With a slack jaw, and not much to say
I said to the man, "Are you trying to tempt me
Because I come from the land of plenty?"
And he said,

"Oh! Do you come from a land down under? (oh yeah yeah)
Where women glow and men plunder?
Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?
You better run, you better take cover."

so today...wow it was good actually. i slept really good. woke up plaed on the computer.went out to eat. came back and messed more obn the computer. the i asked if i could go to the coffe shop a block away. he said yes. i got all dolled up and graped my LAPTOP in my man bang. put my sunglasses on and walked to the shop. no one even close to me was my age. tahts all right least i got out of the hosue for a chance.i hate a vanilla blended thingy. it was good. so anyways i stole there internet and talked on aim. my laptops so cool i think.hahaanyways the i camehome. we went out to get in ANd Out. pretty ok got a veg. burger. PIMP ahah so we came back and i wanted to spend money so once again i aske d my dad if i could go to val surf. he said yes so i skate down there with 95 dollars.shaBAM i i end up spending it all on a pair of 70 paNTS AND 20 SLIPPERS. OH THERE SO RAD. came back and layed down. then went to ca pizza kicten and ate a salad. taht was my day. hope you had a good one heres some pics i have taken so far i like...

Merry Nick Day

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 01:10:05 GMT

well today is chrismas. yah i guess dosent feel liek it but what ever. chrimas tree number one DADS what i got a.......laptop.yah its so god damn cool. it was 1200. pretty sweet right. thats all i got but its worth it. after i opened it we went overto my stepmoms hosue to open more and eat breakfest.

House two- sorry its so big well any ways this is what i got...a back pack to hold my lap top in. and a cool squishy pillow.yep the back pack is big and ugly but i like it. i loev the pillow.

After beverlys we went home for like 30 minutes then we were off to jessies hosue. hes my dads friend. hes like family ive know him ever since i been born and been going to his house ever year since.what i got fromhim and his wife was 50 dollars plus his mom gave me 50 dolars. that equals 100.

I grama sent me 75 in the mail also.

While im gonna go cause i feel liek shit.

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 03:12:03 GMT

...this is my chrismas

Happy Hoildays!!! Im feeling so much better. my sickness is finally goingaway. im feel really happy cause chrismas is tomorw. The old man and i went out to dinner tonight . we went to ittlain. it was okay. NO ONE WAS THERE. we were the only ones.kinda funny. i had some tea and some carzy ittalian dish. The guy was like "its my best plat"..i was thinkg it was the only one he could make .ahha so we ate and i came home and GOT BACK ON THE INTERNET. that i fianlly got today. that makes me even more happy. now i can talk to my friends alot more. and when i wake up ppl in ga will already have opened there prez. and im guan call and be all like WHAT DID YOU GET? haha.

Kristine and I are fianlly commacting with eachother. since no one but her reads this i can sya this. were goning to take things slower. Righto, i feel bad i took it fast. i think she miss andrew. im not going to say anthing. so she ll just read this and tell me.

well im guan let you hood lumes go,

Happy Hoildays from Nick FORman

Sat, 25 Dec 2004 00:59:44 GMT

Thursday 23- Today was really fun. I went to work with my stepmom(shes really not my stepmom but it easier saying that big story). so anyways she works at UNIVERSAL STUDIOS. pretty sweet right. well she works in the prop house where all the props from movies go. when i first got there since i use to go alot as a kid everyone new me. this crazy old guy made me take a pic with this stiture...... after that little affair. i just walked around.i went up stairs and this is what it looked like..if you ever saw AMERICAN PIE then youve seen this picture on there wall...

a little time after that i called my love KRISTINE. some boy tryed to kiss her. ..she handled it tho. some of her guy friends make me nervous. i dont know why. she gets mad at me for this. all im trying to be is a goodboyfriend but it always back fires like today 24th she says i complain to much and what ever she wants to fucking write about me in HER my space shell write. im not bad at her but i am disaponited she just didnt talk to me about it before posting it to see what ppl would say. sorry back to the 23. after that i went to get some food i went to IN @ Out.. i had a burger we went back to universal after the lunch break (beverly and I). when i got back soem guys asked me if i wanted to go to NEY YORK STREET i was like ok i yook alt of pics ok like 5 but still thatsa lot..this was inside the HUGE pic of the building.

AFter work we went to this used colthing store. i got some diesals and 7s. pretty rad. after that we walked to the bookstore to get some coffe

. finally we went back to her house then my dad picked me up.

Blow my Mind Into pieces

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 06:07:07 GMT

sturday 18 - i woke up at like 5 30. Sucked. strightend my hair and ate some food. Grab my bangs and left by 6 30. Mom and i got to the marta. took that till we got to the airport. this small black man stareed at me. get to the air port and check in. i shiped my bang under the plane. they were like, "Sir do you have any kind of weapons, expolsives or illegal substances?''.....awwww gotta go ncatch my flight. i was so scared cause i was packing 2 grams in there.jez freaky. so i get to my flight y 9.00 get on my agte was c2 this is the pilot

i saw this on the planenice old lady i sat next to and this 17 spanish girl

When i got there my dad picked me upi hate him

so when i got off i went to get my bag. i didnt see it for a little bit. i tgot freaked. then i saw it and grabed it. IT WAS OPENED! i looked inside and it was womens colthing. she had the same bag as mine . i put it back and found mine nothing touched or messed with in it. i feel bad for the person whos bag they opened!

Sunday 19- i got in a FIGHT with my gay ass dad. boy do i ahte him. rich bastard, i stayed in my room all day he thinks i ahve bronkiest.this is my roomnot much. i sat in there and sleept alol day and wathc tv. BORE kil me now.

mONDAY 20- i wake up dads an as we drive to the docter in his porschwe took that black one. so anyways we get to the doctors office and they say its guna be a half hour waitso teh asshole was hungry so we walked across the street to Bobs Big Boyswe ate thenback to the doctors. i am in perfect shape and healthy. i ahte my dad.long story short i go back home and stay in myroom all day.

Tuesday 21- i hate ca. i wanna go home and see kristine. today i just sat around ALL day cause my dad wont let me out. AWW im going to die. psh anyways im home sick. i wanna see my mom. i want to skate. i wnat kristine. so im at my dads friends hosue for the night im going to UNIVERSAL PROP house tomroe. ill take good picks. i worried about kristine, these guys are hiting on her. i know she wont cheat on me but im still woried i dotn know . kristine i love you. so im going to go to sleep

I HATE LOS-ANGLES

find me on my new myspace----screamLOVEisDEAD

Sat, 18 Dec 2004 03:25:33 GMT

why?

i wanna do this but im not going to. I feel like shit right now. mygirlfriend like is being werid, my mom is going crazy, and i leaving for la tomrow.rarr kristine and i are in a poop right now. like she promised we would hang out today, but she called me when i was in school and i didnt find out she called till later when it showed up at random. so the i call her later on and shes at her friends house up the street from me. She didnt want to hang out. Later i call shes at Jonnys which is RIGHT next to my house. she cant see me. so thne i call her and shes in the car GOING TO A SHOW. she didnt even invite me to go. i am sad. emily told me today thta they might go and i was like why wouldnt she ask me. just said she told mebut really i didnt think she did. im not mad at her or anythng. im just sad-en. she wants to come and see me aftrer her show she went to, but it would be t late and her stupid firend steph woulkd be like 2 mintures. Blah..

Kristine I love you its just im feeling stupid for being a jerk to you and going off on you for not haging out with me.

Anywasy i bought some weed for my friends in ca. im scared to bring it on the plane with me.

I sure hate to be you

Seems AS tho Im aloNe

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 22:51:10 GMT

por lo que este processo sera rapido y sencillo, i hate finals.

so now im figuring out no one even reads my lj. why do i write in it? ANyways i found out i got a 96 on my acting final. wo woo. i think i failed my biolgy exam today. I might have done good on my social studys who knows. Tomorw i have math and Lit. Im going to die. I took some addreal today. It helped but then when i got home and my tutor came I WANTED TO KILL HER! kristine is coming over tongiht. im going to miss her. Her stupid ass friend thinks we arent good togher. I KILL HIM TO.

My mom wnated to see my wrists today. i pused her away and ran to my room. she was like why was there a button with the needle out in your bathroom. i was like aaa..i was going to wear it. She says i have the simtums of a sucide victim. Blah to the WoRld.

So wade is talking to morgan alot now. Imhapper for them

I leave for los-angles sturday.........Horseshit.

well if you are actually reading this thank you cause i took the time to write it. <3 nick

KrisTine <3 <3 <3 for ever

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 21:46:57 GMT

I got some pics if you wnat to see me and my new camera!

End Of My Life

Wed, 15 Dec 2004 13:07:21 GMT

Well well,

Im in school. Pretty much sucks. Finals are going to blow major . I tryed to study but I have a hard time doing stuff liek that. I have aGerman and Acting final today. GOD I just know im gona fail. Anyways I got a NEW ditgial camera. Hopefully you will se pics. soon.

Kristine is having lots of problems latley. Im really scared for her . He rmom has cancer. She told me shes had it before and it goes away, but im scaed she just saying that. She told me last night she cant trust me yet. Wow that makes me feel liek a great boyfriend. I wanna see her SO Bad. Its been like 4 days since I saw her. I hope shes not planning to dump me. I really CAre about her and I really thiink shes the one . Like when i tell her I Love her . I feel like happy and warm. I dont no why. But i really like her and i hope nothing changes. Well Im goi goign to go try to study.Hopefully ill do well.

GOOD LUCK ON YOURS

Not Fear, Love

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 22:41:17 GMT

Nothing is good,

Hello hello! Well my day was alright. I wore my dutch hat to school. wo woo. I had this bad feeling somthing bad was going to happen today but it didnt. I felt like Raven from thta so raven. I kept haveing daydreams of stuff happing. Anyways kristine is haveing problems with Her mom now. Pretty much sucks. I hope she dosent do anything crazy. She told me she is going to move in wiht her day. That would make me sad. Im worryed about her. So yes im leaving for losangles saturday. Ill prouble meet up with shayne and jake first when i get there. There tight ass hell.

I cant belive the news today. I cant close my eyes and make it go away. How long must we sing this song. How long. How long

Yes, im am bored off my hiney. i wanna go skate but, its cold. I wanna see my freidns but, they cant hang out. I wanna take all my thoughts out of my head and put them in a box but, that would take to long. I wanna join anthoer band that actually wants to play music and not just goof arpund for like 20 mintues then start a diffent band with the people we had in the band we were in togher. Its a mad world. I dont feel good. Somoen call me

Story Of my life

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 20:46:43 GMT

hello hello,

Well now this is my livejournal. Kristine helped me alot wiht it for that i Say i Love you dearly. Anyways im really tired form yesterday night. I went to nellies house and saw MORGAN! I havent seen her since the last day of school last night. tisk tisk. She is realy cool. I ended up smoking. My mom went crazy cuase like i was at the mall all day and then i told her i would be home by 7. i ended up driving around with tyler and g-mack. they got there hair done. I wish i had cool hair but..no i dont. then i got dropped off at nellies. we had a good time.. I got a new hat it is very very rad. My mom thinks i look like a dutch painter that has a bad drinking problem. she thinks im gay. For REal. i tel her iam just so she wont bother me about my pants. Today is really boring. I went to skate and i got tired after a hour. tyler might pick me up and were gona drive around looking for stairs and other shit.

im leaving for losAngles on saturday. i really dotn wnat to see my dad, but i will. Today is his b-day. he is now 50. Im pretty sure i was made out of LOVE. well since i have this im gona stop using my xanga cause this is alot easier. yes yes well im going to maybe open up a book and study for my gay ass FINALS. atleast i get a half day all this week.

MY moms been killing me latley. i ran away to wades for like 2 days. im glad i have friends like him.I really DONT no what im gona do about my mom and i. i dont wnat to liev wiht my dad. and i dont wnat to live with my mom. SO mostly im screwEd.

i open my eyes everyday to see if anything is differnt it isnt. life is not gona change ethier am i. i try to cry but i cant. i try to leave but i cant. live really sucks. sucide would not work. only cause more stress. iam left to decide what to do. One day will figure out what im goign todo. untill then I AM NICK FORMAN

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 20:23:47 GMT

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I AM THE SHIZZNIT.